RECOVERY....what it actually is

Recover from what. A addict like me doesn't have to search a lot to find answers to this question.... I know that I have lost everything in my life.... My health , my relationships, my dreams, my mental states.... Everything..... So recovery is the only way to get back on living terms of life. Recovery doesn't means only to gain weight and a sound body after all you have lost in active addiction as it was in starting months of recovery for me, its about finding all the lost in the years, in the previous life... Changing ourselves for good to make most out of time. Taking the pain as granted, connecting with higher power.Now the program comes into play.... You can't just recover without a program made for it... You have to find a efficient method to place your tries effectively....You can have your own program for it but it won't be as effective as much as you won't be much clear about anything, not so much at any cost that you can design your own ways for coping with the situations... That's an invitation to sure relapses... But once you are successful in tries of yours you will find that this is because of some higher power helping you all through the course.... That's the program for you... God has program for you but he ain't wispering that on your head.... Even if he does so we won't listen to it... So the need is to find the effective program for youselves...Work honestly with it and then see the results and keep working.... What we have lost won't come that easy... For some it will take years,months, or complete lifetimes.. It is a journey of moulding yourselves into complete new and effective members of society.This means simply changing your bad habits with good ones, not anything else.getting out of the prisons of the mind...the illusions,the diseased nature of it...To loose all behind...... HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD RECOVERY ...... MAY GOD BE WITH US ALL