IS RECOVERY REALLY PEACEFUL?????

As you all know.....what is an addict and probably till now all of us have tasted a little bit of clean time in our road to recovering from this waste of everything type of stuff.....As title of my blog goes peaceful recovery, I would like to put some light on the topic of peace and recovery and how is all this related to one another. Firstly peace should be understood... It is not just utter silence..For some it may be like that but this state is achieved only in meditation. For more precise definition of peace we should gather our experience and find out the good ways that brought us immense peace of any kind... For some it would be getting lost in music , for some it would be just enjoying the taste of soberness,and many other find it in many things. It can be defined as " A state of mind and heart and of whole body spiritual and physical, when it is full of bliss, in utter calmness, but energetic of all shorts...and we are away from rage in hands of almighty ". This is my definition of peace. For other it can be slightly different too...
   Now the question do we find peace in recovery .. Let me share my experiences with all. Till the day I was clean, I was messy, fighting all along for making myself right but wasn't able to ... I used to took some "peaceful addiction" also and thought it brings me such heights but in real it was just making me numb, more and more ready to rage...And it happened several times with my loved ones. SO I quitted all that shit and the day I got into recovery, I use to have lot less of arguments with loved ones or anyone else, I may feel inside my head that lots of chaos is going on and sometimes makes me feel preety bad too, its like a fight going on there..But they are all thoughts, good thoughts and bad old thoughts and a scene of change is starting to build up from there.But in complete sense when I see the surroundings and remember my higher power, or sit with loved ones, Then I feel the peace that recovery has brought over in my lives, and the thoughts that are chaos may not seem peaceful but they also play a large part to privail peace. And also I am no longer sticken to these thoughts as a part of my choice, so I am concentrating on more peaceful things right now...
As per my experinece of recovery and I am a little bit on road to recovery I feel that recovery gives us a sea of peace that remains with us forever calming us down, making us able to take our discision in even the toughest situations of our life....

HAVE A GOOD RECOVERY FOLKS.......

RECOVERY....what it actually is

Recover from what. A addict like me doesn't have to search a lot to find answers to this question.... I know that I have lost everything in my life.... My health , my relationships, my dreams, my mental states.... Everything..... So recovery is the only way to get back on living terms of life. Recovery doesn't means only to gain weight and a sound body after all you have lost in active addiction as it was in starting months of recovery for me, its about finding all the lost in the years, in the previous life... Changing ourselves for good to make most out of time. Taking the pain as granted, connecting with higher power.Now the program comes into play.... You can't just recover without a program made for it... You have to find a efficient method to place your tries effectively....You can have your own program for it but it won't be as effective as much as you won't be much clear about anything, not so much at any cost that you can design your own ways for coping with the situations... That's an invitation to sure relapses... But once you are successful in tries of yours you will find that this is because of some higher power helping you all through the course.... That's the program for you... God has program for you but he ain't wispering that on your head.... Even if he does so we won't listen to it... So the need is to find the effective program for youselves...Work honestly with it and then see the results and keep working.... What we have lost won't come that easy... For some it will take years,months, or complete lifetimes.. It is a journey of moulding yourselves into complete new and effective members of society.This means simply changing your bad habits with good ones, not anything else.getting out of the prisons of the mind...the illusions,the diseased nature of it...To loose all behind...... HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD RECOVERY ...... MAY GOD BE WITH US ALL